it all in my head they say
snap out of it they say
u will be fine they say

I really wish I can
but it like a black hole
i am being socked inside falling endlessly
trying to go up
screaming for help
wanting to be save

oh wait I can't be
that's sad
the realization
I am far
no one can hear me
I can't hear me
it dark not cold
empty not lonely
help if someone can find me
I hope I will be fine