You don't have to live a lie. Living a lie will mess you up. It will send you into depression. It will warp your values.

A scar had been beaten into his mind which would only heal by experience.

"When you have a dream, you've got to grab it and never let go."

If you can dream it, then you can achieve it. You will get all you want in life if you help enough other people get what they want.

Work hard on your mental health and your body will follow